Tuesday, November 17, 2009

What If...

Have you ever been in the state of mind where your not sleeping but not really awake your just staring at whatever is in front of you (sometimes at someone if your in the subway) daydreaming through the "what if" imagination? Like what if I won the lotto max this week I could quit my job flip the bird to that one co-worker that I truly despise, kick over a chair and laugh my ass all the way to the bank. Well that's what happened today and yes I was staring at someone on the subway and to tell you the truth I think I was cross eyed during my trance because my eyes hurt after I snapped out of it. What's even funnier other then the fact I passed my subway stop, was the fact I kinda believed that I was going to win... scratch that I DID believe I was the next soon to be millionaire and started planning the first thing I was going to do. After 6 coffees and a redbull I continued to add to the reality of my adventure with millions. I practically spent 9 hours thinking about this getting more and more excited as time went on. Well now I'm at home and guess what? I forgot to buy a lotto ticket.

Day 1 Smoke Free living hopefully tomorrow shooot it's hard!

Thought of the day: If the end of the world was happening tomorrow would you still try to survive?

Thursday, November 12, 2009

In Loving Memory

I really don't have a problem with goodbye's but this one is particularly hard. The memories we have shared together has been endless. I remember when you first touched my lips, not exactly love at first sight. Although, you did take my breath away and consumed it with a burning taste of addiction. When times were rough you were there to calm me down and when it was time to celebrate, you celebrated with me. It's been a long love /hate relationship that I will sorely, dearly and truly miss. I'm sorry the road ends here and tomorrow a new awakening begins. In loving memory..... cigarettes.

Day 1 smoke-free starts in approximately 2 Hours and 9 Min.

Thought of the day: If we were all the same would we have a personality?